i feel like i’m not doing this the healthy way but i want this so bad that at this point idc how i get there
How am I supposed to know where I wanna start my life? I’m 18. There’s no telling what will happen in the future and I’m terrified I’ll make the wrong decision.
Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable...– Carl Jung (via sulkingsouls)
Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.– T.S. Eliot (via sulkingsouls)
The idea that some lives matter less is the root of all that is wrong with the...– Paul Farmer (via cosmofilius)
greater-reality: Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent, but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are...
I just really wanna explore
I’m getting my car this month, saving up all my money from work, and I’m just driving this summer. With nothing on my mind but new places, new people, and new adventure. and the year after that new countries, to me there are no certainties in life except the people you care about and the moments you get to explore new things with them
into the wild
christopher mccandless: if i wanted to paddle down the river, where's the best place to launch out of?
ranger: [...] do you have a permit?
christopher mccandless: a permit? permit for what?
ranger: you can't paddle down the river without a permit. if you want you can apply for one here - get some experience. and i'll put you on the wait-list.
christopher mccandless: there's a wait-list to paddle down a river?
ranger: that's right.
christopher mccandless: well, how long do i have to wait?
ranger: next available is May 17th, 2003.
christopher mccandless: twelve years? twelve years to paddle down a river?
You can’t just make me different and then leave. You can’t. You can’t change me...– John Green, Looking for Alaska (via sulkingsouls)
I don’t understand how you can go from having heaps of friends to none, from talking every day to someone to them acting like you didn’t even exist. From meaning so much to someone, to them ignoring you and making you feel like crap. It’s not fair.
That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
We humans are social beings. We come into the world as the result of others’...– His Holiness the Dalai Lama, The Pocket Dalai Lama (via kenshihan)
I have three things I’d like to say today. First, while you were sleeping last...– Tony Campolo (via deebella123)
Half the world’s starving; the other half is trying to lose weight.– Roseanne Barr (via beach-bliss)
I’m just gonna be using this for an online diary and place to vent when I have no one else, also an advice blog. So if anyone happens to stumble upon this, feel free to ask.
Dear Uncle Chuck
One thing I will never understand is how people can be so narcissistic and honestly not give a shit about anyone’s feelings. At all. I literally hate being at my uncle’s while my parents are away because he’s exactly that. Like my parents do everything and are so generous to his children yet if I ask for a ride to work he just says no I got shit to do, while he lays on the couch. And says shit...
I was raised among books, making invisible friends in pages that seemed cast...– The Shadow of the Wind, Carlos Ruiz Zafon (via thesecretsits)
biscodeja-vu: bethought provoking, accept the endlessness of us and the universe, enjoy art, seek traveling with little cash and spontaneous feet, enjoy cuddling and drinking tequila over whiskey, dominant sex for both of us, wander around temples, dance with me to dope beats, laugh at politics, laugh at society, be naked with me and a bowl fulla fruit and ajar fulla honey and love, we will be...
There are only two days in the year that nothing can be done. One is called...– Dalai Lama (via yogachocolatelove)
Your life is merely a concern for what’s convenient and what’s worthwhile.– (via anti-teachings)
i want and need friends. legit so lonely. other than my fantastic cousin kailey. but hanging with no one but family for 3 months sucks. im going fucking insane